There is a pasuk in Michah, Perek ז that says,
אל תשמחי אויבתי לי כי נפלתי קמתי כי אשב בחשך ה' אור לי
My enemies should not be happy
Although I have fallen, I got up,
Although I sit in darkness, God is my light.
The Hebrew word כי ki can be translated in many different ways. Quite often, it means because, which would make the pasuk mean, on a simple level,
I stood up because I fell
I sit in darkness because God is my light
So in this case, it seems that Ki means although, as translated above.
But Rabbenu Yona, in Shaare Teshuva, quotes a midrash that explains that in this pasuk ki does mean because.
He tells us ( Shaare Teshuva 2,5) that someone that relies on God has to realize
כי יהיה החושך סבת האורה
The darkness will be the cause for his light.
In other words, it’s not in spite of the darkness that he will have light. That is wrong. Rather, it’s because of the darkness that he will have light. He quotes a Midrash that reads the Pasuk this way. ( Midrash Tehilim, mizmor 22)
אלמלא נפלתי לא קמתי, אלמלא ישבתי בחושך לא היה אור לי
If I did not fall, I would not have gotten up, If I did not sit in the darkness, Hashem would not give me light.
We have to believe that it’s not that we get into a problem and then Hashem gets us out of it. It’s a mistake to think that you would be better off if you never had the problem. Rather, the problem is a necessary part of your life. You needed the problem. You haven’t gotten to where you are today without the problem.
You would not have sat in the light without the problem.
This is exactly what happened with Yosef Hasadik . If Yosef had not been sold as a slave and if he was not put in prison, he never would have become the viceroy of Egypt. He needed to be sold as a slave, he needed to go to prison, in order to interpret dreams of the butler and the baker, and to eventually interpret Paroah’s dreams, and become the viceroy of Egypt.
Every step of the way, it was necessary. The darkness caused the light. The Sefarim make an unbelievable point on this pasuk-
כי אשב בחשך
I am sitting in the darkness.
I am not fighting it, or running away from it. I accept it. I have Emunah and Bitachon. Of course, I do my hishtadlut.
But Yosef Hasadik was on a super level. He was held accountable that he told the wine steward, “Remember me,” two times rather than just once. Two times was too much.
But the Sefat Emet (on Parashat Vayeshev and Miketz) says something unbelievable: Yosef could have gotten out of jail. He had connections. He could have sent a message to his father. He was a connected and powerful man. So why didn’t he do anything?
He answers that it was because he believed that this was what Hashem wanted, and what he needed to do. It was only when the dreams came, which he took as a sign from God, that he decided to do something. And even then, he had to do only what was exactly necessary, and nothing more. That is the message of Hanukah. Hanukah takes place in a time of darkness. It’s the darkest time of the year, when the days are the shortest and the nights are the longest. It says that the Greeks darkened the eyes of the Jewish people with their decrees against Rosh Hodesh, Shabbat and Brit Milah.
The beracha that we say at a Brit Milah is Koreh HaBrit- God cut the deal (in those days, they would take an animal and cut it in half and that was the way they made a deal).
Rav Chaim Palaggi, in his sefer Moed L’Kol Chai (chapter 27 letter 78) says that the Rasheh Tevot/the first letters of the three things the Greeks decreed against
חדש- ח זHodesh
שבת - ש Shabbat
כריתת -כ Kritat
spell the word חשך /Darkness.
They darkened the eyes of the Jewish people by uprooting Rosh Hodesh, Shabbat and Brit Milah and therefore, Hashem enlightened us.
He quotes the pasuk above
כי אשב בחשך ה אור לי
I sat in the darkness (of their decrees), and that darkness created light.
To this very day, we have the light of Hanukah because of the darkness of then.
That is what we have to believe.
כי אשב בחשך ה אור לי
We have to believe not that we will get light in spite of the darkness, but because of the darkness- that is the key Hiddush of Rabbenu Yona.
Not in spite of, but because of.
Have a wonderful day.